Would be shitty...it'd be real tough when your loved ones turned. It would destroy me inside to see a loved one as a walker. To know that this feral, flesh hungry conciousness was using their body...to know that all their memories and emotions had faded away and now some monster manipulates their body like a puppet, and to be tortured by the faint illusion of life when the walker comes at you and for some fleeting seconds you feel like your love still exists...but it's just their shell, and all it knows is flesh and blood and food.