Sorry for your loss. I know all too well, as my best friend (Harvey The Cat) our baby for 11 years was diagnosed with cancer a few weeks ago and this past Tuesday, we made the decision to send him off to Heaven. He was the nicest cat I've ever had in my life and was like a child to my wife. He was in our arms the whole time as the wonderful Doctor sat with us and saw him off. It's sad, but we have to realize that that is the natural progression of their accelerated lives. All living things die in the end. There's nothing we can do about it. What's important is that we give them a wonderful loving life for as long as we're together and see to it that they don't suffer at the very end. Oddly enough, it's really much more dignity that we show to our pets, than is shown for many people! So don't dwell on it, look forward to the day when you may have another pet to love and next time around, you'll appreciate the brevity of life and appreciate it much more each time in the future. Until eventually we die, and then perhaps we'll all be together again!