[QUOTE="Xelios, post: 5548692]Murder. I can't help it, as hard as I try to mend my ways, I always go back to it. How I yearn to be free of these earthly throes. I just, you know, can't help it.
The way they beg for their lives is incredibly satisfying. The gleam on their pupil as they realize their time is up, and nothing can be done for an extension. That moment their life flashes before their eyes. It's all so subtle, but you realize it as it's happening. They've come to accept the terms of their death, and even though fear still pours out, you can almost detect a sense of felicity. The adrenaline pouring into their blood takes them to a realm like no other, as you commit the deed. The knife goes in with ease, like you wouldn't believe. The hard part is dislodging it without disemboweling them. The sheer amount of blood and body organs is an incredible sight at first, and still is for me. The look of shock on their face is a unique one as well. They realize what has just happened to them, yet the adrenaline keeps them from reacting too much, almost as a suppressant. As they keel over after the blade removal, you can hear them suck in one last breath. It sits inside their lungs as their muscles contract, trying their best to stop the blood from hemorrhaging. It's fruitless, it just keeps pouring out endlessly like The Niagara. While they lay on their side as the blood pools around them, you hear the air slowly escape the body, almost as if it were a metaphor for their life. There is no replacement for such an experience.[/QUOTE]
like you've ever seen anyone die. lol